Hi Hopeless,
You are very welcome. I don't know where you live, but if you are not already a member of a faith-filled, word-teaching church; then please look in the yellow pages of your phone book. Find a church that is. There is a difference. I grew up in church and was spiritual 'starved'. I had not been taught 'how to use the word of God'. As an adult, I visited a church called 'Producing Faith' when I used to live in Alabama. They taught us how God wanted us to walk in blessings, prosperity and have good relationships. They taught us to 'speak the word'. My life changed. I had a LONG streak of bad luck. Years to be exact. Financial, relationships, sickness; you 'name it, I can claim it'. But that all change when I started applying the 'word'. I know you are probably mad at God. Don't worry about it, at one time, I was too. God won't hold it against you, trust me. He is the only one who can help you. He can change your life around 360 degrees for the better.
If you cannot find a church in your area, you can write or call that church in Alabama. They will pray for you and send you out some tapes (it may be CD's by now, I have not lived in AL in 10 years). The address is: Producing Faith Ministries 4900 Grantswood Rd, Birmingham, Alabama 35210; phone (205) 956-5995. I wish you the best. God bless you.
